8.18.25
hello! today i did nothing besides code.. it looks like spaghetti and i have much more to do (still no music player, the right sidebar is horribly disorganized for now) but i am happy with how the site is coming along!! i am surprised it took me this long to learn html+css. boundless, tedious customization is so lovely. i am again writing my entry after 12, so i suppose it is now the 18th. i have attached pictures of the once-greenhouse-now-anteater-enclosure-chapel i have been working on in minecraft recently! i still need a door, and to finish the bridge which will connect to my new main house-tower, but it is of course a work in progress along with my many random projects. it was intentionally built to be in direct view of this lovely parking lot, it makes me laugh when i see it...
i wish i had songs to add tonight, but i have been working for about 12 hours in silence :-) i hope you're having a good night or day.
8.17.25
i feel nostalgic today (like most days). i learned to code because i dislike social media. moving to NYC soon. i hate it here and i think this will be good for me but i am drowning in memories i do not wish to let go of. what if i am not good enough? not ambitious enough? i want to hide. also scream. and cry and throw things. i do not want to face the world. but i must, so i will
tonight i have been listening to
bankrupt on selling by modest mouse
it's getting easy by dear and the headlights
take a little walk by daniel johnston
and so much faye wong
soon i will learn how to add a little music player here, this process is quite rewarding and fun. below are unrelated images, one outside of a friend's show, a jazz bar in tokyo, and a heron in the river. outside of another bar in kyoto.. i had just woken up on their bathroom floor. i missed the last train.
